Analogous to other girls Velli does not like to miss Birthday greetings and other compliments. Not only that dare not to comment her family . In a casual talk once, I mimicked her father . Immediately she was very furious and left. For a couple of days neither phone calls were answered nor she spoke when we met. I ended the silence , rather cyclone with repeated apologies. One hypothesis I deduced running after my ex-girl(should not be ex-girl it should be ex-haunted) Aneeta , let the situation between you and your girl be hell , Never ever please your girl with pricey gifts. You will end up calling your father again and again for pocket money that is only thing you can get out of this gifty pleasing. Trusting this hypothesis in mind I never tried pleasing Velli with gifts when we our relationship was in turmoil. It was always a series of mugged up apologies to get her back to normal.
To add more to Velli’s temperament she never ever allowed me to comment on a person for no sake. The thing I liked most with her was, she was always concerned for my family. When my mother got ill and was admitted in hospital , she spoke to my family more that I did to enquire about my mother health . I was also happy that Velli can bare my vocal box which sings almost 24*7.
Being envious ,watching couples at our college, I also felt now our relationship is enough mature to ask her a kiss. At our regular weekend meeting spot Amman Kovil , I risked and told my craving . She smiled and rejected. After refusal I never bothered her about that(Every visu gets a kiss one day if not today). Couple of weeks later me and Velli decided to go Vellore (our district Headquarter) as she needs to buy test papers. Both of us started early around 6 a.m by bus to Vellore. We did not speak much on the way, Velli was slept throughtout the journey. She slept with her head on my shoulder. I was very joyful and quite embarrassed too, as every other person in the bus looked at us as if we both eloped. We reached Vellore around 9:00 a.m . We got down at the towncentre , had breakfast and set out for shopping . She finished off buying books by 11:30 a.m and then she told she would like to visit a fancy store. We enquired locally about the fancy store and found a good one is at the end of towncentre. She started looking initially at bangles , then hairclips, later bindis finally made a purchase of approx Rs.150 killing two hours. I was very much attracted to bead necklace which was displayed in the showcase of the fancy store. After she finished waved good bye to the fancy store ,I managed to buy the bead necklace without her notice .
She is done with her shopping by 2.00 p.m . We decided to return back by 8:00 night. As we have lot of time to for bus , we visited Vellore Fort which is few yards away from Bus Station. The Fort is a medium one surrounded by a giant wall with a water body in front of the wall. We sat outside under shade of large tree facing the water body and were deeply engaged in conversation. A couple of minutes later we noticed few guys were trying to throw stones across the fort wall. Later after sometime some other guys even girls too were trying to stones across the fort. Every other guy visiting the fort was trying to hurl stones by standing on the edge of the water body to cross the fort wall. The width of the water body would be around 60-80 feet .But almost none of them could succeed in throwing a stone. Both of us got interested and were eagerly waiting if anyone could throw across the pool to cross the fort wall. But later a couple of teens and a middle aged chap had thrown the stone successfully across the wall. All the three of them were very happy after they successfully attempted the feat.
There was a hawker selling peanuts couple of yards away from us. I went to him and enquired why everyone are throwing stones . He replied that it was local belief , Wishes of those who throw stones successfully across the wall would come true. I conveyed the same to Velli and I urged her that we shall also give a try. Initially she was very reluctant to do, So I forced her saying that we both would get married if we were able to throw stone . We collected few pebbles and started to hurl them across the wall. None of have actually even half the pool width. I got more and more adamant and throwed the stone with elevated vigor. Sadly still none even touched the wall. Having Civil Engineering in my curriculum I tried to make out the reason why I am not able to make it. It is because the fort was build in such a way that no enemy could hurl a weapon in to the fort at times of war. The wind blowing against the pond also bunged the stones to enter the fort. After making a few more futile attempts I gave up. Although I gave my girl friend did not . She more adamant and tough to throw one across the wall. Whe she could not even after trying for 2 hours I asked her to give up . But she said and ordered me also to try. I threw again and again , nothing was fruitful. Finally when my right should started to pain and told Velli I am not going to throw any more. I asked her also to stop but she did never give up. I sat back under the tree and was watching her if she could make one . As the clock ticked 6 p.m , I went to her and insisted her to stop . She say “No No wait I want to throw atleast one”. She kept on throwing the stones till it was dark. Finally she relinquished and came back .She told me that it wasn’t darkness the reason she stopped but because she could not find more stones . I told her that we are already late for the day and we shall start back to our hosted immediately. Luckily we got a bus as soon as we reached the bus station . On the way back I asked her why was she so adamant in throwing the stone.
Velli: It is all because of you.
Me(suprised ) : Me . Why me? What did I do?
Velli :Yes you idiot it is because of you only.
Me : ………………………………….. why So.
Velli (almost shouting): For no reason you provoked me to start , telling that we would be married if one of us was successful in throwing the stone across.
Me :I just said that for fun . Why did you take that so serious.
She did not reply, But after a few minutes she busted out into tears.
I was surprised , stunned , dumbfounded even annoyed to see her crying. I tried to sooth her. I never imagined that she would be this serious .The day which started good ended very badly. We reached our town at 10:30 in the night. I asked her if she would have something to eat. She replied negative. Seeing her eyes red and swollen I decided that it would not be the right time to speak. Although I am very hungry I silently walked with her to the hostel . I know very well that one more trouble is awaiting me in the form of watchman to allow entry in to hostel this late. The hostel gates were closed and locked by the time we reached . I went to watchman and told him a excuse but he was not ready to listen. Finally I bribed the watchman with Rs 100 to allow us inside. She left to her hostel and me to mine. I had some snacks to manage my hunger and slept off without even giving a thought at incidents took place.
…………………………………………………………..That’s it for this week. But I never ever thought Velli would be this serious.
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Still to go on
Bye bye yours idiotically ----------------------------------------------- Vissssssssu
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Silver Bowl(Nenu Naa Love -4)
I made two things clear in my mind when joined graduation.
I should end my graduation with a job and a girl in hand
As I screwed my engineering entrance, I joined a spanking new college . It is almost a month since classes started . The total strength of the college was around 120. We are the only batch. Three courses offered by in our graduation Electrical, Electronics and Computer Sciences. I preferred Electronics
First day of graduation, cravingly scanned all the females in my class with single glance. The first outcome is the ratio girls to boys is low and the worst is the ratio beautiful girls to girls is almost negligibleL. Within few days of college I started making friends and list of girls (FList) whom I considered fit for me. To my discontent the FList index did not even cross two.
Out of the complete batch, the short girl and nizam girl attracted more. But I wasn’t attracted to either of them.
The curriculum was not so tough so I never took trouble of burning midnight oil. But the tough one was WILL I MANAGE A GIRL. With the Earth rotating fast I made acquaintances with the girls on my FList.
I never thought that I would be soon scrapping my FList. In the month of October Chairman of our college organized school teacher’s meet to show off the town and state existence of our college.VIP persons were invited from all over state to attend the meet. Major of the VIP are politicians than educationalists. Our chairman handpicked a couple of guys and girls to take care of the VIPs. I was one among elite group along with other two guys and two girls. I was not lucky even here too as none of the two girls were on my FList. Me and one girl were incharge of a Silver Lunch Set which to be used to serve lunch to VIPs.The function ended perfectly fine. We , elite group were praised a lot by the VIPs for our too much respect and politeness shown. At the end when we are returning the Silver Lunch set we were taken aback to find that one Silver Bowl missing. Both of us hunted a lot for the bowl but it was futile effort. We informed that we are missing a silver bowl to Clerk of our college.He immediately informed it to our Chairman saying that “oru velli bowl kanama poyitchi” (One silver bowl is missing).We got a reply from our Chairman through clerk that both of us would be paying the price of the Velli Bowl. Me and the other girl recollected all the happenings that took place after we took charge of Silver shit. After discussing for a while we could conclude that it was clerk who managed to hide the silver bowl. We requested other supervisors to check thoroughly the cupboards in the clerk room . Meanwhile knowing this the clerk came out with the silver bowl blaming us for misplacing that. This whole drama lasted for almost 2 hours giving me enough tension and a friend too. So soon me and other girl became good friends. I always use to call Velli (silver).
Slowly I started liking the way she speaks and her in total. Even she use to show lot of interest when was talking to me. This time I made note of her birthday well before the date. We use to sit on the first floor staircase of college hiding from others and use to chat for long hours.
We together prepared for the exams and I travelled with Velli to drop her at home and then went to my native. After holidays she gifted me a white colour shirt with design embroidered by hand. Although never we proposed each other but entire college use to treat us like a couple.
I told Velli about my failure to convince Aneeta to love me. She laughed and laughed over that and mocked me. Although college hostel for both boys and girls were in the same campus, we were restricted from meeting each other. And also hostellers are restricted from going out on college working days. Me and Velli used to meet mostly on Sundays out at a temple. We use to sit there for almost an hour discussing either about each other families or our past.
In month of January for Pongal Holidays, as previously I went along with Velli to drop her. In the bus I was holding her hand I gave her clues indicating that I started to love her. She gave a positive responses making me happiest person at that moment.
Finally the bus journey ended with her final counter ”nuvvante naaku chala istam ra visu” (I like you a lot visu)
Goodbye FList…
……………………………………………………….. still to continue
Mail your comments spilledmotives@gmail.com
PS: Actual name of Velli is hidden for personal reasons.
I should end my graduation with a job and a girl in hand
As I screwed my engineering entrance, I joined a spanking new college . It is almost a month since classes started . The total strength of the college was around 120. We are the only batch. Three courses offered by in our graduation Electrical, Electronics and Computer Sciences. I preferred Electronics
First day of graduation, cravingly scanned all the females in my class with single glance. The first outcome is the ratio girls to boys is low and the worst is the ratio beautiful girls to girls is almost negligibleL. Within few days of college I started making friends and list of girls (FList) whom I considered fit for me. To my discontent the FList index did not even cross two.
Out of the complete batch, the short girl and nizam girl attracted more. But I wasn’t attracted to either of them.
The curriculum was not so tough so I never took trouble of burning midnight oil. But the tough one was WILL I MANAGE A GIRL. With the Earth rotating fast I made acquaintances with the girls on my FList.
I never thought that I would be soon scrapping my FList. In the month of October Chairman of our college organized school teacher’s meet to show off the town and state existence of our college.VIP persons were invited from all over state to attend the meet. Major of the VIP are politicians than educationalists. Our chairman handpicked a couple of guys and girls to take care of the VIPs. I was one among elite group along with other two guys and two girls. I was not lucky even here too as none of the two girls were on my FList. Me and one girl were incharge of a Silver Lunch Set which to be used to serve lunch to VIPs.The function ended perfectly fine. We , elite group were praised a lot by the VIPs for our too much respect and politeness shown. At the end when we are returning the Silver Lunch set we were taken aback to find that one Silver Bowl missing. Both of us hunted a lot for the bowl but it was futile effort. We informed that we are missing a silver bowl to Clerk of our college.He immediately informed it to our Chairman saying that “oru velli bowl kanama poyitchi” (One silver bowl is missing).We got a reply from our Chairman through clerk that both of us would be paying the price of the Velli Bowl. Me and the other girl recollected all the happenings that took place after we took charge of Silver shit. After discussing for a while we could conclude that it was clerk who managed to hide the silver bowl. We requested other supervisors to check thoroughly the cupboards in the clerk room . Meanwhile knowing this the clerk came out with the silver bowl blaming us for misplacing that. This whole drama lasted for almost 2 hours giving me enough tension and a friend too. So soon me and other girl became good friends. I always use to call Velli (silver).
Slowly I started liking the way she speaks and her in total. Even she use to show lot of interest when was talking to me. This time I made note of her birthday well before the date. We use to sit on the first floor staircase of college hiding from others and use to chat for long hours.
We together prepared for the exams and I travelled with Velli to drop her at home and then went to my native. After holidays she gifted me a white colour shirt with design embroidered by hand. Although never we proposed each other but entire college use to treat us like a couple.
I told Velli about my failure to convince Aneeta to love me. She laughed and laughed over that and mocked me. Although college hostel for both boys and girls were in the same campus, we were restricted from meeting each other. And also hostellers are restricted from going out on college working days. Me and Velli used to meet mostly on Sundays out at a temple. We use to sit there for almost an hour discussing either about each other families or our past.
In month of January for Pongal Holidays, as previously I went along with Velli to drop her. In the bus I was holding her hand I gave her clues indicating that I started to love her. She gave a positive responses making me happiest person at that moment.
Finally the bus journey ended with her final counter ”nuvvante naaku chala istam ra visu” (I like you a lot visu)
Goodbye FList…
……………………………………………………….. still to continue
Mail your comments spilledmotives@gmail.com
PS: Actual name of Velli is hidden for personal reasons.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Are you loving me (Nenu Naa Love - 3)
There was no change in her facial expression. After a few seconds of silence
"Visu i did not expect this from you" Aneeta said and left from there.
My tutor was standing at the entrance I was very scared that Aneeta would complain . But she did not.
After she left I went to Janardhan and told him about this . Then I got a perfect shock . Janardhan told me that couple of days back he proposed Aneeta , and he is expecting her answer to be positive. Immediately I asked him why he did not tell this before, his answer was simple and straight "Why you did not tell me before proposing".. On the way home from tution I was not disheartened but rather felt happy for unknown reason. After a few of minutes of analysis for my unknown joy i found out the reason . I proposed someone for the first time in my life.
Next 2 days a bit afraid, that Aneeta would come with her father complaining about me so did not go to tution . On saturday finally went to tution, Aneeta had come but there was no exchange of word between us or between her and Janardhan . After Janardhan told me that her proposed Aneeta , I was closing watching Janardhan moves. Next day after tution I went and spoke to Aneeta .
She gave me a standard reply that girls usually give . "I did not expect this from you . I thought you and me are good friends". Even she gave me the same answer , no change .
But there was a change in the answer she gave to Janardhan it is a plain NO. I became confident after she told No to him and nothing to me . I started to please her in all the possible ways I can.
I almost went everyweek to her home , We watched together a couple of movies that too hindi ones which I never understood and spend for bakeries ,pani puries and samosas . I even managed to get her our tution exam question paper. But the her concept of friends for me remained same .
3 months went away , I screwed up IIT and all other competive exam entrances But my hope to win her did not die.
My parents and my uncle got very tensed about my career and advised me a lot to study.
It was 2 more weeks to go for my 12th exams . I met Aneeta in a bakery . As we may not meet after exams , i thought it would be better to ask her once again now.
Me : Hey Aneeta , What did u decide
Aneeta : I thought you are best friend,
Me : Please Aneeta
Aneeta : Visu how many times did i tell , you are my friend
Me(very seriously) : Give me a straight answer . Are you loving me or Not
Aneeta : You are my friend
Me(stoop up) : I will back in a minute
I never returned and that was last time i have seen Aneetaaaaaaaaaa
To pursue my further studies I joined Nadhanam college in tamilnadu. Later came know from my one of tution friends that Aneeta told yes to Janardhan and now both of them are in the same college
Still to continue .......................
You can mail your comments at spilledmotives@gmail.com
"Visu i did not expect this from you" Aneeta said and left from there.
My tutor was standing at the entrance I was very scared that Aneeta would complain . But she did not.
After she left I went to Janardhan and told him about this . Then I got a perfect shock . Janardhan told me that couple of days back he proposed Aneeta , and he is expecting her answer to be positive. Immediately I asked him why he did not tell this before, his answer was simple and straight "Why you did not tell me before proposing".. On the way home from tution I was not disheartened but rather felt happy for unknown reason. After a few of minutes of analysis for my unknown joy i found out the reason . I proposed someone for the first time in my life.
Next 2 days a bit afraid, that Aneeta would come with her father complaining about me so did not go to tution . On saturday finally went to tution, Aneeta had come but there was no exchange of word between us or between her and Janardhan . After Janardhan told me that her proposed Aneeta , I was closing watching Janardhan moves. Next day after tution I went and spoke to Aneeta .
She gave me a standard reply that girls usually give . "I did not expect this from you . I thought you and me are good friends". Even she gave me the same answer , no change .
But there was a change in the answer she gave to Janardhan it is a plain NO. I became confident after she told No to him and nothing to me . I started to please her in all the possible ways I can.
I almost went everyweek to her home , We watched together a couple of movies that too hindi ones which I never understood and spend for bakeries ,pani puries and samosas . I even managed to get her our tution exam question paper. But the her concept of friends for me remained same .
3 months went away , I screwed up IIT and all other competive exam entrances But my hope to win her did not die.
My parents and my uncle got very tensed about my career and advised me a lot to study.
It was 2 more weeks to go for my 12th exams . I met Aneeta in a bakery . As we may not meet after exams , i thought it would be better to ask her once again now.
Me : Hey Aneeta , What did u decide
Aneeta : I thought you are best friend,
Me : Please Aneeta
Aneeta : Visu how many times did i tell , you are my friend
Me(very seriously) : Give me a straight answer . Are you loving me or Not
Aneeta : You are my friend
Me(stoop up) : I will back in a minute
I never returned and that was last time i have seen Aneetaaaaaaaaaa
To pursue my further studies I joined Nadhanam college in tamilnadu. Later came know from my one of tution friends that Aneeta told yes to Janardhan and now both of them are in the same college
Still to continue .......................
You can mail your comments at spilledmotives@gmail.com
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Aneeta J(Nenu naa love-2)
After school i moved from my native to Hyderabad for doing my Inter(11 and 12th std).It was like a welcome freedom for me. I joined Gautami Dhamam , where discipline takes over studies. No girls no fun nothing,Weekly 4 exams and report cards go to home .My parents are always worried about my poor scores in exams. So all first year(11 std) i only studied or rather kept books in front of and was day dreaming. I did not find many girls whom i Like in my college except one or 2 whom i saw very rarely.
I did not do better in my final exams forcing me to take tution in my second year. My Uncle with the advice of his friends found some ex IIT ian who promised him to ramp me up for IIT Entrance. I use to have college from 8 a.m - 5p.m and tution from 6 p.m -8:30 p.m .Oh it was very hectic schedule .Over a period of time I got frustrated with college exams and tution and I started to bunk both and go for movies. There are many days where I watched 3 movies in a single go on the same day. Finally one day my college staff have called home and informed that I was not attending classes. My uncle after 2 hours of warnings, advices and all finally he took me to my tution master . My uncle called him out and explained about my college bunk and all. That tutor did not scold me anything infront my uncle.He told my uncle that he would take further and with his word my Uncle left. After that drama i went to my regular tution. As soon as i entered the room my tutor shouted on my
Are you not feeling shy . He continued with advices and all. Meanwhile I have noticed a new girl in my tution . I could not see her face clearly as she looking at the floor. She was wearning a golden yellow chudidar with matching accessories. She was very fair . i was thinking why she is not raising her head. She did not raise as long as my tutor advice session to me . After that I went and sat in last row where i regulary sit. Next to me was my close friend Janardhan. I immediately asked him who was the girl. He told me that she is a new joinee and she was coming from few weeks . My immediate question was what is her name .
Jana : Aneeta
Me : Oh Anitha. How does she look
Jana:She is not Anitha ... She is ANEETA . She is good more she looks ummma
Me : what is this crap name ANEETA . I think it is Anita
Jana : No it is ANEETA only
Me : OK let me see .
While i am converstating with my friend my tutor asked me to come and sit in front row a couple of seats away from Aneeta. Then I have seen her face. Oh man , She is not beautiful , She is damn beatiful very beautiful so cute . I am totally attracted to her immediately. I some how want to speak with her, But could not strike some conversation that day.
From that day i am there regularly for tution sharply by 5:30 p.m .Aneeta use to come by 6:15 p.m , 15 minutes late. Almost one week passed but could not speak to her. All the day in college i was dreaming of her. "How would we look as a couple . After marriage what should i call her" . All these thoughts were increasing my desire to speak to her.
The immediate monday i went to my tution by 15 min late than my regular time around 5:45 p.m . Aneeta was already all alone in the classroom . She was humming some old hindi tune . I went into the classroom . She has seen me and gave me a small smile. I had a glance of her .She was wearing a light sky blue tight T shirt and dark blue jeans. I reponded with "HIIIIIIIIIIIII" for her small smile.
I know it is best time to speak to her as we both are alone and no one is there
Me: Where are you studying ?
Anee: Me in Narayana S R Nagar
Me : Oh Me in Gautami . By the way what is ur name .
Anee : ANEETA . I know your it is viswanath right.
Me: Yes i am visu . When did u join here for tution
Anee: It is almost one month now
a BIG TIME IDIOT : Hi ra visu
This idiot was none other than my friend Janardhan . He interrupted our conversation.
With days going i found that her surname starts with "J". I wanted to know what this J means.
I went home and asked my family what all sur names in our caste start with J, They told me a couple of them . I went on guessing what this J means. Days went to on . I always thought one day I should propose her.
I started talking to Aneeta regularly almost everyday. One day i asked her what Aneeta J means
she told me it is ANEETA JOSEPH. I was shocked. This lady is christian. Although i dont mind any religion but i come from a very othrodox hindu family who minds all caste and religion. Now i am bit sceptic on proposing her. Shall I ? If I will she agree? If she agrees how will convince my family?
So these thoughts filled my brain. 2 days went on . I still remember it was wednesday ,November 8 2000 . Aneeta walked into the classroom in a new dress and with a box of sweets. I was a bit scared thinking that she was engaged to someone. But to relieve me she told that it is her birthday today.
I wished her and i cursed myself for not knowing it before. I immediately gave some excuse to my tutor and ran away from tution to get a gift for her. After visiting a few shops I brought a Barbie and Barbie boyfriend Ken doll (i thought it would doll way to express love :) ). I had decided instantly that it is best day to propose her .I made one decision If i dont propose her i will never think any other inter caste or religion girl in my life again.
But how will say the three words I LOVE you to her . I have never tried this before or never heard some guy saying it to a girl except in movies. I prayed my god . I went with gift packet to the tution and as soon as tution ended , i called aneeta ,shook her hand wishing and gifted her barbie pair. She told me thanks. Me feeling very tense about the next few moments and was sweating as if ran for hours.
I got all my courage and told her in telugu
Aneeta i like you. truly I am in love with you.
I did not do better in my final exams forcing me to take tution in my second year. My Uncle with the advice of his friends found some ex IIT ian who promised him to ramp me up for IIT Entrance. I use to have college from 8 a.m - 5p.m and tution from 6 p.m -8:30 p.m .Oh it was very hectic schedule .Over a period of time I got frustrated with college exams and tution and I started to bunk both and go for movies. There are many days where I watched 3 movies in a single go on the same day. Finally one day my college staff have called home and informed that I was not attending classes. My uncle after 2 hours of warnings, advices and all finally he took me to my tution master . My uncle called him out and explained about my college bunk and all. That tutor did not scold me anything infront my uncle.He told my uncle that he would take further and with his word my Uncle left. After that drama i went to my regular tution. As soon as i entered the room my tutor shouted on my
Are you not feeling shy . He continued with advices and all. Meanwhile I have noticed a new girl in my tution . I could not see her face clearly as she looking at the floor. She was wearning a golden yellow chudidar with matching accessories. She was very fair . i was thinking why she is not raising her head. She did not raise as long as my tutor advice session to me . After that I went and sat in last row where i regulary sit. Next to me was my close friend Janardhan. I immediately asked him who was the girl. He told me that she is a new joinee and she was coming from few weeks . My immediate question was what is her name .
Jana : Aneeta
Me : Oh Anitha. How does she look
Jana:She is not Anitha ... She is ANEETA . She is good more she looks ummma
Me : what is this crap name ANEETA . I think it is Anita
Jana : No it is ANEETA only
Me : OK let me see .
While i am converstating with my friend my tutor asked me to come and sit in front row a couple of seats away from Aneeta. Then I have seen her face. Oh man , She is not beautiful , She is damn beatiful very beautiful so cute . I am totally attracted to her immediately. I some how want to speak with her, But could not strike some conversation that day.
From that day i am there regularly for tution sharply by 5:30 p.m .Aneeta use to come by 6:15 p.m , 15 minutes late. Almost one week passed but could not speak to her. All the day in college i was dreaming of her. "How would we look as a couple . After marriage what should i call her" . All these thoughts were increasing my desire to speak to her.
The immediate monday i went to my tution by 15 min late than my regular time around 5:45 p.m . Aneeta was already all alone in the classroom . She was humming some old hindi tune . I went into the classroom . She has seen me and gave me a small smile. I had a glance of her .She was wearing a light sky blue tight T shirt and dark blue jeans. I reponded with "HIIIIIIIIIIIII" for her small smile.
I know it is best time to speak to her as we both are alone and no one is there
Me: Where are you studying ?
Anee: Me in Narayana S R Nagar
Me : Oh Me in Gautami . By the way what is ur name .
Anee : ANEETA . I know your it is viswanath right.
Me: Yes i am visu . When did u join here for tution
Anee: It is almost one month now
a BIG TIME IDIOT : Hi ra visu
This idiot was none other than my friend Janardhan . He interrupted our conversation.
With days going i found that her surname starts with "J". I wanted to know what this J means.
I went home and asked my family what all sur names in our caste start with J, They told me a couple of them . I went on guessing what this J means. Days went to on . I always thought one day I should propose her.
I started talking to Aneeta regularly almost everyday. One day i asked her what Aneeta J means
she told me it is ANEETA JOSEPH. I was shocked. This lady is christian. Although i dont mind any religion but i come from a very othrodox hindu family who minds all caste and religion. Now i am bit sceptic on proposing her. Shall I ? If I will she agree? If she agrees how will convince my family?
So these thoughts filled my brain. 2 days went on . I still remember it was wednesday ,November 8 2000 . Aneeta walked into the classroom in a new dress and with a box of sweets. I was a bit scared thinking that she was engaged to someone. But to relieve me she told that it is her birthday today.
I wished her and i cursed myself for not knowing it before. I immediately gave some excuse to my tutor and ran away from tution to get a gift for her. After visiting a few shops I brought a Barbie and Barbie boyfriend Ken doll (i thought it would doll way to express love :) ). I had decided instantly that it is best day to propose her .I made one decision If i dont propose her i will never think any other inter caste or religion girl in my life again.
But how will say the three words I LOVE you to her . I have never tried this before or never heard some guy saying it to a girl except in movies. I prayed my god . I went with gift packet to the tution and as soon as tution ended , i called aneeta ,shook her hand wishing and gifted her barbie pair. She told me thanks. Me feeling very tense about the next few moments and was sweating as if ran for hours.
I got all my courage and told her in telugu
Aneeta i like you. truly I am in love with you.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Nenu ... Naa love ( till my school)
Love .. this is most interesting and successful topic one can make...
For me this love started as early as 1 st class.. I know it is not love it is attraction of being a male towards female... Since that standard my search to find a female for is going on ... Even to date i need to search one although i crossed silver jubilee in my life...
My first attract was Swetha , a classmate during my kinder garden . I remember writing "I LOVE YOU SWETHA" on the walls of my home well hidden from parents. Well of course she is now a history after we both separated during my 1 st.
It took long time to find a girl whom I liked again. I was around 12 or 13 years old ,then i visited a long distant relative marriage whom i never knew till date. It was there I found a girl whom I liked a lot .. but sadly she turned out to be the bride... haah so funny right.. But till today I compare all girls with her and judge if girl is enough beautiful . Truly she was very beautiful, may be because of the bridal make up . The marriage ended in couple of hours forcing my heart to go back home.. Although i missed she was my and mine concept of a girl.
A couple of years later, I entered enough mature state to understand the concept of love at bed and actual love. Again this too was at school , there was a girl from junior section.. Although she was plump , her name was very much modern. That lady was not my love.. But one day a car came to drop her . There was one more lady along with this girl in that car.. I had a glimpse of that lady and i immediately started comparison with my concept of girl. The lady fell short of my concept but she was good . It was very difficult to enquire in the school about her. I have to bribe few girls so called friends with chocolates to find out who that lady was .. This time it turned to be a engaged lady
These two .. engaged one and the bride always remained my "THE BEST GIRLS"
Moving forward my search to find a mate of my own continued .. But i could not make out one for me. My tenth almost went in studies and i could not even think of girls although I peeped at few. I always wondered how my friends at so early ages of 13 managed girlfriend .
The thing that i was most hurt was not only boys were after girls there were some girls who were after some guys..
Oh here i am dying to get one .. that idiot without a try,, girls are after him...
Wait i just finished i am yet to come to college where I fantasied more and tried to fancy more and more girls ,, will tell you in my next post
For me this love started as early as 1 st class.. I know it is not love it is attraction of being a male towards female... Since that standard my search to find a female for is going on ... Even to date i need to search one although i crossed silver jubilee in my life...
My first attract was Swetha , a classmate during my kinder garden . I remember writing "I LOVE YOU SWETHA" on the walls of my home well hidden from parents. Well of course she is now a history after we both separated during my 1 st.
It took long time to find a girl whom I liked again. I was around 12 or 13 years old ,then i visited a long distant relative marriage whom i never knew till date. It was there I found a girl whom I liked a lot .. but sadly she turned out to be the bride... haah so funny right.. But till today I compare all girls with her and judge if girl is enough beautiful . Truly she was very beautiful, may be because of the bridal make up . The marriage ended in couple of hours forcing my heart to go back home.. Although i missed she was my and mine concept of a girl.
A couple of years later, I entered enough mature state to understand the concept of love at bed and actual love. Again this too was at school , there was a girl from junior section.. Although she was plump , her name was very much modern. That lady was not my love.. But one day a car came to drop her . There was one more lady along with this girl in that car.. I had a glimpse of that lady and i immediately started comparison with my concept of girl. The lady fell short of my concept but she was good . It was very difficult to enquire in the school about her. I have to bribe few girls so called friends with chocolates to find out who that lady was .. This time it turned to be a engaged lady
These two .. engaged one and the bride always remained my "THE BEST GIRLS"
Moving forward my search to find a mate of my own continued .. But i could not make out one for me. My tenth almost went in studies and i could not even think of girls although I peeped at few. I always wondered how my friends at so early ages of 13 managed girlfriend .
The thing that i was most hurt was not only boys were after girls there were some girls who were after some guys..
Oh here i am dying to get one .. that idiot without a try,, girls are after him...
Wait i just finished i am yet to come to college where I fantasied more and tried to fancy more and more girls ,, will tell you in my next post
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